Mattie Miracle -- 16 Years of Service

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

May 5, 2025

Monday, May 5, 2025

Monday, May 5, 2025

Tonight's picture was taken on May 5, 2002. My in-laws were visiting to meet Mattie for the first time, and that day all the cousins got together and we went out for ice cream. While getting ice cream, my father-in-law went into a store and purchased this beanie bunny for Mattie. Check out Mattie's reaction to the Bunny! He could hardly focus, yet was taking it all in!

Quote of the day: Your smile is your logo, your personality is your business card, how you leave others feeling after having an experience with you becomes your trademark. ~ Jay Danzie


This morning was like a three ring circus. I had to get my dad up, washed, dressed and downstairs for breakfast as well as get my mom ready for her in-home physical therapy appointment. I had to leave the house no later than 10am, in order to drop my dad off at his memory care center and then proceed into the city for my dentist appointment. My mom's therapist showed up 15 minutes early, which doesn't sound bad, but for me, it threw off my whole timeline. The therapist wanted to chat with me and was having trouble taking my mom's blood pressure. He was getting worked up about this, which worked my mom up, and then this stress sent my dad directly to the bathroom. Keep in mind, I was supposed to be in the car by this point. Any case, I pulled out my two blood pressure machines, told the therapist to try them, and then proceeded out the door. While leaving I basically said.... my mom is breathing, so clearly she has a blood pressure! The therapist wanted to know if I take my parent's blood pressure daily! The answer is NO! I do not run a hospital and if I deem that their blood pressure needs to be taken, then I take it. 

After dropping off my dad, I then drove to the city. It took me about 40 minutes to get to the dentist office and park. By the time I got to the office, I felt like I had gone ten rounds already. My hygienist is lovely and she knows all that I am juggling and facing. So she tries very hard to make the experience more spa like. In the dental room is a computer screen, when it isn't showing you x-rays and issues, it flashes cute cartoons. One of the cartoons had the quote that I posted tonight. I thought it was quite meaningful, as I feel the last part of the quote is something I always strive for.... to make others around me feel heard and special. 

Once finished with the dentist, I then drove to Arlington, VA where Mattie Miracle's mailbox is located. That was 20 minutes. Then I headed back home, which was another 40 minute drive. I went to my local post office to mail Mattie Miracle items and did other chores. However, I knew I had to get home no later than 1:30pm, because my mom wants to go out. Literally I felt like I was on a treadmill today. 

Later in the day, I spent about two hours outside cutting back shrubs and trees that are actually weeds. I am not sure how to describe this, but in a portion of my yard I have many self set weeds that look like trees, but they are actually invasive and wrap around good trees and plants. I went at it today. But of course, I had to stop because I had to make dinner. I truly do not get to focus on anything too long. 

Tonight we had a big storm and sure enough most of my outdoor lights went out. I was running around resetting GFIs and got most of them working again, but all my lights out front are out. A whole string of lights. I am SO SO frustrated because when I want help, there is no one at home to help me. I am hoping I can figure this out tomorrow, when it is not raining. But I can tell the transformer that controls the lights has no electricity, and therefore, I have to figure out how to reset it! Each day, I say GOD HELP ME! 

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