A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



September 13, 2017

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Wednesday, September 13, 2017

Tonight's picture was taken in September of 2008. Mattie was in his first month of treatment at the hospital and by that time had made himself a very frequent visitor to the art table in clinic. Mattie had two amazing art therapists who understood that art had to come from within and NOT be directed by the therapist. You would actually be amazed by the information we learned from Mattie when he was doing art. As can happen so often, feelings and thoughts get transferred to the art. I literally saw art therapy in motion with Mattie. So many of Mattie's art projects are now sitting in our home. At the time we had no idea that these would be his legacy items. 


Quote of the day: Either you run the day, or the day runs you. ~ Jim Rohn


Peter and I have a full day on Capitol Hill tomorrow. Literally we start the day at 9am and the day ends at 8pm. The first thing we are attending is the 8th annual childhood cancer caucus. Literally we have attended all eight years. I wish I could say that the message has changed in 8 years. However, even without seeing the agenda I know the speakers will be discussing ONLY the medicine, drug development and the usual mantra of the National Cancer Institute (part of NIH) needs to spend more than 4% of its budget on childhood cancer research. 

Certainly I know that families want better treatments and I support this notion. But what I do not support is talking about the physical care in isolation of the psychosocial issues. Yet at this caucus there will always have survivors testifying. But guess what? They aren't talking about their experiences, memories, or feelings about the medical treatment! What they are discussing are the long lasting psychosocial impact of the treatment and late effects. As I always say..... the psychosocial issues don't end when the treatment does! I live in hope that ONE DAY the caucus will talk about true comprehensive cancer care. It isn't like Mattie Miracle is silent on this issue. We bring it up EVERY YEAR to the planners of this event. Yet as you can see we have much more work to do!

Tomorrow's line up is the Caucus, the Alliance for Childhood Cancer Luncheon, and a Golden Toast event in the evening. More to report tomorrow!




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