A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



February 18, 2019

Monday, February 18, 2019

Monday, February 18, 2019

Tonight's picture was taken in March of 2009. I honestly did not remember this photo at all, until our Facebook friend, Tim, posted it on my page. When he did, he actually cropped it so there was no cake or context to the photo. Once he mentioned that the original photo had a cake in it that read, Thank you, I knew immediately the moment in time this photo was taken. Mattie and I took part in the ribbon cutting ceremony of the child life playroom at the hospital. After the ceremony, there was a party! Mattie typically never turned down a party, and I never turn down cake. 


Quote of the day: If we had no winter, the spring would not be so pleasant: if we did not sometimes taste of adversity, prosperity would not be so welcome. ~ Anne Bradstreet


When it comes to winter, I would be just fine without it entirely. I do not need to have it, to appreciate the warmth and beauty of the sun and milder temperatures. Having a dog, is a reality check, because regardless of the weather and temperature, you are out walking in it. Though I am not a cold weather person, it is actually more painful to walk Sunny in the dead of summer. When the humidity is a killer and I am not sure which one of us is going to pass out on the sidewalk. 

Unlike yesterday, today was a much better day. My headache was much more manageable and I could see light and hear noise again without feeling totally ill. Amazing what difference a day makes. However, now that I am re-focusing from being away, I see the ton of work before me. Before we leave next week for a conference, I literally have a list of things that must get done. These back to back trips make it hard to accomplish anything, but hopefully it will be a productive week. 

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