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Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

February 1, 2014

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Saturday, February 1, 2014

Tonight's picture was taken at the hospital when Mattie was in the midst of battling cancer. Linda, Mattie's child life specialist, made a deal with Mattie. The deal had to do with sitting through a scan. Actually scanning had to be one of the worst things for us to endure throughout Mattie's treatment. So much so that for many scans such as MRIs or CT scans, Mattie had to be sedated. Totally knocked out, otherwise Mattie's fear and anxiety made it impossible to complete the process. But x-rays Mattie tolerated. Nonetheless after Mattie went through limb salvaging surgeries, it was harder for him to sit on an x-ray table for long periods of time. If we did not get the right x-ray tech who understood Mattie, then x-rays were also a disaster. In fact, I came to learn that there were several techs who did not like Mattie. You can imagine how I felt about them!!! In any case, Mattie admired Linda's hospital badge and Linda not only made a mental note about that but worked her magic in the hospital to get Mattie his own badge. Needless to say Mattie complied that day with scanning and here was a photo of the prize he earned. 


Quote of the day: Nature makes nothing incomplete, and nothing in vain. ~ Aristotle

Peter and I worked today to get our folders of material together for the February 13, think tank in Tampa, FL. The folders alone are a logistical challenge because the attendees are working in groups this year, and each group is focusing on a different component of the draft of standards. Needless to say, I am glad we tackled this today rather than next weekend. Which will be our last weekend before the think tank. This week I will be mailing our exhibit hall materials to Tampa. Just prepping that and getting things organized and ready to be mailed has taken time. But given that we experienced our first exhibit hall table last February, I feel much better prepared this year. I have a better feeling of what to expect.  


The highlight of our day was watching our packs of sparrows visiting our feeders. Peter captured this photo of sparrows in motion on our deck. You can see them flapping away at the 9 o'clock position in this photo!















Unfortunately when it is cold outside, our packs of sparrows also attract predator birds. Peter saw a big bird hanging out in our commons area, so he grabbed his camera, thinking it was a red tailed hawk. However, when I blew up today's photo, I knew immediately this was NO hawk. It was a falcon. A first for us! 

When Mattie was a baby, we also fed the birds. I think we were inspired to do this because it gave us something to watch and explore in the cold and gray winter months. Mattie loved observing and taking it all in. I will never forget the day however when we were in the living room and this huge bird came to sit on our balcony. We were both stunned! At the time I did not know what kind of bird it was or its purpose for visiting. I caught on quick though! Needless to say this huge fellow was a hawk and he came to attack our sparrows. Mattie and I got an up close and gruesome view on the hierarchy of nature. It wasn't a pleasant sight and whenever I see such a predator around now, I immediately know we need to go outside and protect the sparrows. Seeing the falcon today took me right back in time. To the time when Mattie was a baby and we had our first hawk sighting right in the middle of our busy city!

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