A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



September 23, 2014

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Tuesday, September 23, 2014 -- Mattie died 263 weeks ago today.

Tonight's picture was taken in September of 2007. That particular weekend, Peter took Mattie out in a row boat on the Potomac River to go fishing. They had many adventures like that together. As you can see Mattie caught a catfish. Well long enough to snap a photo of it before they threw it back in the water! Mattie always came back from one of these fishing trips with a full report for me. These times on the River were special moments he had with his dad, but on occasion I would be invited along, and I got to see exactly what Mattie was learning. The art of catching a fish, rowing a boat, learning to be comfortable on the water, and just appreciating time conversing and being together.  



Quote of the day: Character can't be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved. ~ Helen Keller




I am happy to share this photo tonight of the teddy bears that were donated to Georgetown University Hospital on Monday. At Curefest on Sunday, I met the CEO and Founder of the non-profit, Along Comes Hope, based in California. Jenny was looking to donate her "Hope" teddy bears before heading back home. I suggested Georgetown Hospital and helped her make the connection to our friends in the Child Life department. The rest is history! These bears are unique because they have a device inside them that allows children to record audio messages inside the bears! 


This afternoon, I started to feel ill again and am running a fever. I have my CT scan scheduled for Thursday. I can't seem to stay away from scans and tests! Of course the last time I had a CT scan, the results revealed questionable masses that introduced me to my own set of oncologists, in which I had to be monitored monthly for over a year. Another experience I could have done without. Therefore more issues now only exhausts me further.

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