Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

July 21, 2020

Tuesday, July 21, 2020

Tuesday, July 21, 2020 -- Mattie died 564 weeks ago today. 

Tonight's picture was taken in July of 2005. Mattie was three years old and this was his third trip to the Outer Banks of North Carolina. By this point, Mattie loved being by the ocean and playing in the sand. I snapped this photo as it was close to July 4th and I loved Mattie's pop of color and the American flag in the background. 


Quote of the day: Today's coronavirus update from Johns Hopkins
  • number of people diagnosed with the virus: 3,858,686
  • number of people who died from the virus: 141,426

We walked Sunny early on Roosevelt Island today. It felt like it was 1,000 degrees outside, and our boy had to take frequent breaks for water and rest. Sunny is dealing with a stamina issue not just from recovering from his knee surgery in April but trying to walk in intense heat. The spirit is willing but the body isn't. While on the Island, there was a group of about 10 elementary school aged children with their parents. Clearly these parents were trying to come up with activities to keep their children busy and active during this prolonged lock down. 

The kids wanted to meet Sunny. Sunny is the perfect gentle giant and no matter how many people surround him or touch him, he is always calm and friendly. The age group of the children happens to be my favorite. I am not sure if it is because elementary children remind me of Mattie or just the simple notion that children at that age are just that...... children. They tend not to have an agenda, are eager to learn, are full of energy, and enjoy taking in the world around them and sharing their thoughts about it. Today's children were adorable and each one shared with me their experiences with having a pet. One little boy told me about his fish that died, with the hopes of getting a new fish soon. The whole encounter was adorable and for just that moment in time, it seemed like a NORMAL world. A world where people interact and talk with one another, without running the other way. 

I would say that Sunny has opened up our world for us. He requires walking every day, so regardless of the weather, we are out in it. That even applies to a Pandemic. In many ways, Sunny has keep us to a routine, which is good, because when you really assess everything around us, it is quite evident that the world we were living in prior to COVID-19, is no longer. In fact, things are unsettling all around us. In DC, businesses are still boarded up, rioting is still happening, and the level of homelessness around us has gotten out of control. We are instead surrounded by people in tents. In fact, I will begin photographing this, because my words don't do it justice. A vibrant area which once housed business and government employees, as well as college students, is now a ghost town. Truly this pandemic is enough to make one edgy, stressed out, and with an inability to focus and look toward the future. Please tell me that one day we won't all be wearing masks? It just isn't normal not to have the freedoms we once enjoyed. Which is why I am thankful to Sunny, he is the one constant in our lives, a constant that also provides love and companionship! 

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