Mattie Miracle Walk 2023 was a $131,249 success!

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

October 10, 2019

Thursday, October 10, 2019

Thursday, October 10, 2019

Tonight's picture was taken on October 20, 2002. How do you like that face??? Mattie was six months old and other than holding him, he really did not like any other form of transportation. He absolutely hated his stroller. As his face indicated. Eventually we figured out Mattie liked riding in a backpack, but until that point it was trial and error. I just think this photo was a classic. 


Quote of the day: Inside your tooth, beneath the white enamel and a hard layer called dentin, is a soft tissue called pulp. This tissue contains blood vessels, nerves and connective tissue, which help grow the root of your tooth during its development. A fully developed tooth can survive without the pulp because the tooth continues to be nourished by the tissues surrounding it. ~ American Association of Endodontics


After dealing with an issue with my lower molar since April, I finally went to see an endodontist today. I am not sure what I was expecting. I thought he'd say I was fine and would tell me to give myself more time to heal from the partial crown procedure. What I wasn't expecting was to remain in the office for three hours and go through a root canal. 

I have read many website about how root canals are safe and do not hurt, because you are anesthetized. Well, it is true, it wasn't the worst pain I experienced, but it wasn't good either. In fact, I was dealing with so much pain, I landed up getting about 8 shots throughout the procedure. 

Before he concluded I needed a root canal, he did external testing and x-rays. The x-rays showed NOTHING. It looked like everything was fine. However, his external tests showed something different. As he tapped on my teeth, exposed them to something cold like ice, and had me bit down hard, he could tell based on my reactions a root canal was necessary. 

I am still perplexed how my x-rays were fine, but when he opened up my tooth to do the root canal, he could see that my lower molar had two roots. One of the roots was completely dead and the other root was very inflamed. Also despite being numb, I could still feel pain with his drilling. He said that was another indication that a root canal was necessary. Because the periodontal ligament (fibrous connective tissue structure, with neural and vascular component, that connects the root of the tooth to bone) was inflamed. 

During a the procedure, the nerve and pulp are removed and the inside of the tooth is cleaned and sealed. If you want to read more about a root canal and the lengthy process, go to: https://www.dentaly.org/en/root-canal-treatment/. I can see why your average dentist doesn't do this. First of all it is very time consuming, it does involve pain, a blood supply, and nerves in the tooth. I am just hoping to feel better, because now my mouth is very sore from shots, holding it open for hours, drilling, and filing. He estimates it will take me two weeks to fully heal. I am counting...........

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