Mattie Miracle Walk 2023 was a $131,249 success!

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

October 11, 2021

Monday, October 11, 2021

Monday, October 11, 2021

Tonight's picture was taken in October of 2008. Mattie was in the outpatient clinic at the hospital and doing what you loved best.... creating! He was at the art table and for weeks he was working on transforming a regular cardboard box into a haunted house. With the help of his art therapists, he created ghosts and this amazing witch. However the creativity did not end there. In fact, inside the house was decorated too and ghosts were on a pulley system, so they could fly throughout the house. The beauty of Mattie Brown. 




Quote of the day: Today's coronavirus update from Johns Hopkins

  • Number of people diagnosed with the virus: 44,424,048
  • Number of people who died from the virus: 713,902


I made the mistake of sleeping until 8am today. Given how I have been feeling, I needed the rest. But there is NO PEACE here. Don't you know it that before 8am, a landscaping team help us with weeds, trimming trees and bushes was outside our door. You honestly never know who is going to show up unannounced, which is why when Peter is on travel, I get up at 6am, so I am ready for whomever shows up. 

I wish I could say that I feel 100% better! I don't! In fact the doctor herself said it will take weeks for Fosamax to get out of my system. I was happy to hear her acknowledge that for me this medication is "poison" (her own words). I couldn't agree more. For a SMALL percentage of people, Fosamax can burn one's esophagus. All I know is nothing goes down, including liquid, without generating an intense heartburn. That alone is sickening, and in turn eating isn't appealing. 

I would say that Fall is a tough season for us. It reminds of students returning to school and of course Mattie's death. I think so much in our life is changing now all at once that we are facing many big adjustments. Think about all the big life changers we are facing..... moving, buying a new house, remodeling, starting a new job, Sunny's orthopedic surgery, and moving my parents across country to live with us. 

Today was just not a happy day. I feel tied to this house, doing constant chores, and in the process never getting anything done. By 4pm, I had enough and I drove to the crafts store. I want a Fall themed wreath for our door, and I figure why not make one. Never made one before, so we shall see how it goes. If and when I finish it, I will snap a photo. 

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