Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

October 9, 2021

Saturday, October 9, 2021

Saturday, October 9, 2021

Tonight's picture was taken in October of 2008. Mattie was in the hospital recovering from his first limb salvaging surgery. He was in a wheelchair and we could hardly get clothes on him. Which was why his pajama top was draped over him. Yet Mattie was spirited enough to want potato chips and to pose for a photo. In fact, Mattie went through several food cravings. One was for potato chips, but not just any chip! It had to be Utz. I have no idea why, but I remember Peter looking for these chips at 3am one day. 




Quote of the day: Today's coronavirus update from Johns Hopkins.

  • Number of people diagnosed with the virus: 44,311,548
  • Number of people who died from the virus: 712,909


At 1am, I was awakened feeling horrible. I could feel nauseousness, I had the chills and literally my teeth were chattering. I knew I had to get up immediately and take Zofran for nausea and Advil for aches and fever. All these things enabled me to go back to bed, but unfortunately I have been out of commission all day. 

All of this is my reaction to taking Fosamax, for bone density. I had the same horrible reaction last Friday, and last weekend I couldn't move. The doctor felt this was a fluke and therefore told me to try it again. So I did, but after a repeat performance of last week, I am saying NO to Fosamax. I even wrote the doctor, who did not respond to me today. I honestly don't care what she says, I know that it isn't working for me and I can't go through the next several years being sick ever weekend. It is debilitating. 

I continue to struggle with 101 fever, heartburn, painful abdominal pains, nausea, and terrible aches and pains. Kind of like having the flu. I am returning to the couch and hope that tomorrow is better than today. 

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