Mattie Miracle Walk 2023 was a $131,249 success!

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

September 4, 2022

Sunday, September 4, 2022

Sunday, September 4, 2022

Tonight's picture was taken in September of 2008. Mattie was home between hospital visits. Peter's mom sent Mattie this foam puzzle of the world. Mattie put it together and posed for a photo. When he did this, I told him... It is Mattie sitting on top of the world! He loved that notion!


Quote of the day: Everyone has inside of him a piece of good news. The good news is that you don't know how great you can be! How much you can love! What you can accomplish! And what your potential is! ~ Anne Frank



Last night, I went out to the backyard to look for Sunny. On my way down the stairs, I looked into my flower pot.... and look what I saw? A huge toad!
I did not have far to look for Sunny! He was right by the porch, passed out. As Peter would say.... it must have been a slow night. Meaning no fox traffic!
This morning, I started prepping food for Labor Day. I wanted to make a ratatouille. This was my first attempt and it tastes pretty good. I will see how it goes over. I love having access to my own fresh herbs in our backyard. 
I also made an orzo salad with tomatoes, cucumbers, parsley, feta cheese and chickpeas. 

Tonight I am marinating scallops and cleaned all my baby bella mushrooms. I will take that on and an arugula salad tomorrow. 



I bought a wonderful cantaloupe at the farmer's market and cut it up for tomorrow. Ironically we got this fruit ceramic platter as a wedding gift. I never used it, until I moved into this house. Rather funny I think.

It is 9:30pm, and I finally got a moment to write the blog. I have been cooking, doing laundry, meeting my parents needs, took them to dinner, gave Sunny all his meds and chemo, and also balanced Indie, the cat. Indie is very aggressive about getting her food and attention needs met. 

Case in point, I am trying to type, and Indie is sitting in front of me, demanding attention. Some days I can handle things better than others, but I am very tired, dealing with a chronic migraine, and the demands are just endless. 

At 9pm, I helped my dad upstairs and put him to bed. I put him to bed an hour earlier, because I notice by 10pm, not only is he sleeping in his reclining chair, but he doesn't have the energy to get upstairs. It is my mom who insists that they stay up until 10pm. However, you should note that as soon as she sits on the couch, she sleeps. I have watched the same episode of a show we are watching many times, because she can't get through an episode. Yet insists on staying up. Her sleep pattern is unstable, because once she goes upstairs, she can't sleep! 

When I put my dad to bed tonight, he asked me... do I shave now? I had to remind him that it was night time and time to sleep. He is a shell of his former self and overall it is depressing, exhausting, and it is hard to come to terms with everyday being more of the same. 

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