Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

August 20, 2023

Sunday, August 20, 2023

Sunday, August 20, 2023

Tonight's picture was taken in August of 2008. It was Mattie's first month on chemotherapy and as you can see his hair had almost completely fell out. That day, his art therapists gave him some wooden cut outs, that when glued together would form a tissue box holder. Mattie decorated all the sides and then assembled it. To this day, this tissue box holder sits on my nightstand with tissues in it. I will never forget that moment in time and how we were so overwhelmed with Mattie's diagnosis and fearful of how he would respond to treatment. We learned so much from Mattie about love, friendship, and life. 



Quote of the day: The life I touch for good or ill will touch another life, and that in turn another, until who knows where the trembling stops or in what far place my touch will be felt. ~ Frederick Buechner


My parents have not been sleeping well. Mostly because my dad just can't stop scratching his limbs. He constantly feels itchy, regardless of what topical cream I put on him. My mom told she was up all night telling my dad NOT TO scratch! 

This is a photo of my dad's legs. He looks like he was attacked by a kitten. The sad part is he has NO recollection of his scratching and whether I put cream on him or wrap up his legs, arms, and hands, NOTHING works. It is like he has an internal itch! At first, I thought he was getting bug bites outside, but now I realize there are NO bites.

So my next conclusion was this is either psychiatric or medication related. Therefore, I reflected and thought.... maybe it was his new diabetic med he started a few weeks ago. I looked up glipizide and sure enough it says...

skin rash, itching, hives, swelling of the face, lips, tongue, or throat. Low blood sugar (hypoglycemia)—tremors or shaking, anxiety, sweating, cold or clammy skin, confusion, dizziness, rapid heartbeat


I contacted my dad's doctor this morning and he immediately responded to STOP the medication. I am truly hoping this helps to relieve the issue because I just can't take it! 

Later this afternoon, I took my parents out to lunch. We were all supposed to go out together, but Peter's dad has been feeling nauseous since Friday night. None of us are sick, so the issue lies with him. Any case, it wasn't the four days I had hoped for with this visit. 

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