Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

November 2, 2024

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Saturday, November 2, 2024

Tonight's picture was taken in November of 2007. Mattie was five years old. I know this path well! It is on Roosevelt Island in Washington, DC. A place we traversed almost each weekend, regardless of the weather. After Mattie died, this park became a very healing and therapeutic place for us. It wasn't far from home, we were surrounded by greenery, and it made us feel closer to Mattie. No trip to the Island was complete without Mattie finding something to take home.... a leaf, acorn, or branch. We had quite a collection going at one time. 




Quote of the day: Let’s face it, when you are heartbroken, you do not make the best decisions, and the decisions you make now will affect the rest of your healing journey. ~ Tatiana Jerome


It has been a terrible day. While my dad was in his physical therapy session at home, I started doing chores. Every three months, I am required to flush out our back up sump pump. Given that I just installed this a few months ago, I am following the manufacturer's requirements, otherwise they will not honor the warranty. The system was flushed out in August, by my plumber. I watched Cody in August and took notes. 

This morning, I text messaged Cody and told him, I was going to attempt this on my own. He stood available, to help me virtually. He is a peach! I can't tell you how much I love all our service providers, because I know if I have problems, they will come and assist me. 

To flush the sump pump, I had to first sweep up all the leaves to our outdoor basement staircase. Then I had to get our garden hose, drag it down the stairs, and turn the water on, so that there was a constant flow to the drain by the basement door. Then I went inside and had to stop the main sump pump, and then start the back up sump. I wasn't sure I was doing this correctly, so I periodically text messaged Cody photos. Turns out I did it correctly and Cody said to me that today I officially became a plumber. He had me laughing. 

After that chore, I then lifted a 44 pound of salt and added it to our water softener barrel in the basement. Truly I could have stopped there, because I already was frazzled at that point. But this morning while showering my dad, I noticed that his glass shower door was coming loose from its hinge. This is a major safety concern, because my dad holds onto the door handle to get into the shower. So I knew I had to figure this out today. I watched several YouTube videos and then went at it. 

This process took me two hours. If I ever do this again, I am locating Peter's electric screwdriver. Trying to remove long screws from this hinge practically did me in. I worked so hard, that I made myself ill. My head was spinning and I was about to vomit.


The reassembled and tightened hinge!!!

Basically I had to remove the hinge from the wall. Then I had to find Allen wrenches to tighten the screws inside this metal hinge. All while making sure the door didn't fall and crack. Then I had to rehang the door. Finding the correct sized Allen wrench was another nightmare, because unlike Peter, I don't know where any of the correct tools are located. By the time I was done, I was bordering on unstable. 

I had to take anti-nausea meds and lie down. YES lie down. If I am lying down by day, that tells you that I had a very serious problem. While lying down, Indie came on the bed with me and was my constant companion. What a good girl.

I eventually got up and took my parents out to eat. I wasn't cooking and they wanted to get out of the house. Funny story. While at the restaurant, which has VERY high ceilings, me and another customer noticed a mouse walking around on the ceiling molding. Both of us mobilized. Mind you this is a very clean restaurant, so this was shocking. The manager handled it very, very well. She comped our entire meal. Because the ceilings are at least 20 feet high and there was no way that mouse was coming near us, we continued eating. By that point, I was starving, had a wild headache, and there was no way I was moving my parents, as getting them from point A to point B is a feat. 

The highlight of my day, was I received flowers from my Goddaughter's mom and dad. They know the hell I have been living with and they wanted to show their support, given that they know how I feel about getting divorced. 


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