Mattie Miracle Walk 2023 was a $131,249 success!

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

October 26, 2022

Wednesday, October 26, 2022

Wednesday, October 26, 2022

Tonight's picture was taken in October of 2006. Mattie got this little pumpkin in preschool and apparently carved it himself. Naturally I was always concerned if Mattie was using anything that I deemed could hurt him (hot glue gun, a hammer, etc), but Mattie proved to have very good fine motor skills and was a natural builder. 


Quote of the day: We all die. The goal isn’t to live forever, the goal is to create something that will. ~ Chuck Palahniuk


Despite waking up early, I was running around the house this morning and was very stressed out. I developed a migraine while I was sleeping last night and it carried into today. No matter how I am feeling, I have to pull it together and function. I got everything done, but it was close to impossible getting my mom out of the house by 9:30am, in order to drive to her test and doctor appointment. 

My mom had a pulmonary function test scheduled for today. Her pulmonologist sees her every 6 months, as does her cardiologist. I have concluded my parents are getting much better medical care under my direction, then they were receiving in Los Angeles. They rarely saw their doctors there, only when problems arose. I am very upset with my parent's long-time doctor in Los Angeles, as he saw them aging and did not take a pro-active approach with their care. I reached out to this doctor many times in the last five years and each time he blew me off. As you can imagine from reading this blog, I don't take well to being blown off. 

Any case, my mom took a pulmonary function test in April. At that time she was symptomatic with her bronchial condition. My mom hates this test and gets very anxious and stressed out over it. So my role is to normalize her fears and help her emotionally through it. Fortunately the tech is fantastic! 

Pulmonary function tests (PFTs) are noninvasive tests that show how well the lungs are working. The tests measure lung volume, capacity, rates of flow, and gas exchange. The machine looks like a phone booth!

My mom had to sit in this chair and a soft clip was put on your nose. This is so all of the breathing is done through the mouth, not the nose.

Then she was given a sterile mouthpiece that was attached to a spirometer. For thirty minutes she was put through four different tests that involved inhaling and exhaling in different ways. Thankfully we learned that her lung condition is stable!


One of the highlights of my day was walking with Peter and Sunny. I am trying to make a commitment to doing this, as I haven't walked Sunny in months. Now we are surrounded by the colors of Fall. 
The colors in our backyard. 
Along our walk today! What a yellow/orange color. 
Glorious no?
Sunny is so excited to be taking walks with us again. He especially loves walking in the woods. Which is something Mattie adored. Prior to having Mattie, this would not be something I would do! Mattie pushed me beyond my comfort zone, and I turned out to grow to love being outdoors, surrounded by the peace and tranquility of nature. 
Mattie Miracle's Fall Item Drive is well underway! Things are starting to roll in. Please check out our wish list. These items stock our four snack & item carts at hospitals. These carts are considered lifesavers by families caring for children with cancer. All amounts of donated items are appreciated!

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