Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

October 20, 2024

Sunday, October 20, 2024

Sunday, October 20, 2024

Tonight's picture was taken in October of 2006. Mattie was four and a half years old and as you can see, he was posing in front of a field of corn. It was a corn maze to be specific. We went to many fall festivals with Mattie, and all three of us enjoyed the experience. Got to love that smile!



Quote of the day: Get up, dress up, show up, and never give up. ~ Genevieve Rhode


Given that I had to start colonoscopy prep later this afternoon, I decided to prepare dinner for my parents this morning. I assembled it, so that I did not have to do it while trying to consume this torturous drink. 

I made them a mushroom and spinach chicken meatloaf and roasted potatoes. It is now 7pm, the dinner is cooking. 
My parents are used to going out to brunch every Sunday, but there was no way that was going to be possible. So instead, I took them out midday for frozen yogurt. They had yogurt and I brought along lemon ice for myself. 

At 4:30pm, I started this horrific prep. The Suprep solution and the water had been in the refrigerator and then in the freezer (thanks Phyllis!) before I consumed it. Though it was only 16 ounces, I felt like I drank the ocean. It is totally disgusting and by the time I was 3/4 finished with this glass, I thought I was going to vomit. Even on anti-nausea meds. Now I wait for the fun to take place. I finished this hateful drink two hours ago, and so far nothing. 
While waiting for the inevitable, I looked out my bedroom window, and look who showed up.... a beautiful cardinal. A sign from Mattie that he is with me in spirit. That means a great deal to me because I am not sure I will ever get over the fact that Peter chooses not to communicate with me and not to be a part of my life. After 35 years together, it is enough to make me lose my mind. 


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