A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



April 3, 2026

Friday, April 3, 2026

Friday, April 3, 2026

Tonight's picture was taken in April of 2004, during Mattie's third birthday party. That year the theme was Blue's Clues! Mattie loved that TV show and I planned games, a scavenger hunt, and had a magic show for the children. This fellow was a student of mine from the University. He had a side business of doing magic shows and balloon animals. He even brought his bunny, Hobbes, to the party! The show was a hit and you can see Mattie was engaged!


Quote of the day: Even though our time in this life is temporary, if we live well enough, our legacy will last forever. ~ Idowu Koyenikan


In my email box, I received this certificate today from the top tier medical journal, Pediatric Blood & Cancer. One of the articles our research team published is apparently a TOP CITED article. What does this mean? It means that:

This is a research paper that has received an exceptionally high number of citations in other scientific publications, indicating significant impact within the field of pediatric hematology and oncology. These frequently referenced works often highlight critical, high-visibility topics like immunotherapy, clinical guidelines, and major clinical trials. 

To read the article, go to: https://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/pbc.31474


Between yesterday and today, I feel that I am receiving signs and reminders that my life has had purpose. First of all, I produced Mattie. From Mattie, I learned that childhood cancer is not just about the medicine. His death, sent me on a quest! Apparently the quest has had purpose and traction, as it is influencing the psychological and emotional care provided to all children with cancer and it is most definitely guiding and influencing evidence based research. WAY TO GO MATTIE! As tomorrow is his 24th birthday, I can't think of a better way to celebrate his amazing life, as his 7 years on this earth and his role in my life matters!

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