A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



March 18, 2019

Monday, March 18, 2019

Monday, March 18, 2019


Tonight's picture was taken in March of 2003. I think this photo is a riot! I can still remember taking it. We took Mattie to Los Angeles for the first time. He was 11 months old and was VERY confused by the three hour time difference. So he literally got up for the first several days at 3 or 4 in the morning. Mattie was up and alert while Peter and I were wiped out. Which was why Peter gave me that funny delirious look you see in this photo.   






Quote of the day: (picture a chicken talking to a farmer).... Big deal, so you passed a kidney stone.... think about what I do for a living. ~ Brian Fray


So I got this brilliant idea yesterday to look up home remedies for passing a kidney stone. There are all sorts of things on the Internet to address this health issue. I have seen a lot of it and some of it is too out  there for me to try, as I have no idea what herbal supplements will do to me and my system. I think we get complacent thinking that herbs are natural and safe, but in reality many prescribed drugs are made from herbs and therefore, a healthy level of caution is a good idea. But water, oil olive, lemon juice and vinegar? How bad could that be???? I assure you BAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Last night I tried drinking 2 ounces of olive oil mixed with 2 ounces of lemon juice. It sounds reasonable, especially when you think about these ingredients making up most salad dressings. Well the only difference is on a salad it works, but on its own.... it's a nightmare. It was hard to swallow, but I got it down. However, for the remainder of the evening and night, I felt sick to my stomach. Which made me wonder if this recipe was for kidney stones or to address an upset stomach? Because if you are feeling queasy, this recipe is practically guaranteed to force the issue up and out. 

So NO more olive oil and lemon juice for me. But today, I decided to try the second half of the recipe..... water with apple cider vinegar. The verdict is still out on this, but I would have to say I am trying just about everything possible to pass this stone on my own. 

While working on our March newsletter today, I complied this photo..... our Mattie Miracle Walks from 2010-2018! This year will be our 10th anniversary Walk, a true feat. But what I love seeing is how the Walk has grown over the years. The photos truly capture how we evolved! 

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