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Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

October 24, 2023

Tuesday, October 24, 2023

Tuesday, October 24, 2023 -- Mattie died 734 weeks ago today.

Tonight's picture was taken in October of 2003. As Halloween is fast approaching, I like to reflect upon each of the Halloweens we had with Mattie. Last night, I posted a photo of Mattie with a pumpkin in 2002, his first Halloween. By 2003, Mattie was a year and half old, and was full of personality. One of his favorite stores to shop at was Target. In fact, other than that, Mattie really did not like going to shop. But I remember Mattie riding around in the shopping cart and together we picked out this cute pumpkin sweat suit. Back then I thought we were going to have a lifetime together and frankly though it maybe 14 years later, I still am not a fan of seeing kids running around, dressing up, and coming to the door for candy. This just reminds me of what is forever gone in our lives.


Quote of the day: Grief is a curious thing, when it happens unexpectedly. It is a band-aid being ripped away, taking the top layer off a family. And the underbelly of a household is never pretty, ours no exception. ~ Jodi Picoult


This morning I got my parents in the car and we all headed to the hospital. My mom had her six month appointment with her pulmonologist. My mom has several lung issues and thankfully is under the care of a great doctor. As cold weather approaches, I need to have strategies to support her, as last winter, she was on antibiotics for 30 days. Since my mom has moved in with me, she has gained 15 pounds, her blood pressure has stabilized, and she isn't living with chronic neck pain. So she has made great progress. Though she laments about missing California, life for her there was not sustainable. 

After her appointment and bathroom stops, we got back into the car and I took my parents out for frozen yogurt. Outings to eat are important for them, as it gets them walking, talking, socializing, and interacting with the world around them. It is something they both enjoy. 

When I got home and got my dad settled, I addressed one chore after the other. But I decided to do some yard work, since it was in the upper 60s today, and then took Sunny for a walk. This outdoor time is therapeutic. 

Meanwhile, the Foundation's October newsletter went out yesterday to supporters, with a remind about our Fall item drive. All these wonderful items were delivered today! I am so grateful Mattie Miracle has such loyal and steadfast supporters. To me this is a gift. 

The other good news was that I got my ultrasound results back and everything is normal. I do not dismiss this good news but instead I value and appreciate it. Most likely because I learned years ago that with any test, your life's trajectory can change on a dime. 

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