A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



February 23, 2026

Monday, February 23, 2026

Monday, February 23, 2026

Tonight's picture was taken in February of 2003. Mattie was almost a year old and that day he received a toy that was like a drum. However, it played music, did a light show, and allowed Mattie to beat along with the music. As you can see from this photo..... Mattie was down right fascinated with this toy!



Quote of the day: Don't be afraid of being scared. To be afraid is a sign of common sense. Only complete idiots are not afraid of anything. ~ Carlos Ruiz Zafón



Last night, as it was snowing, I happened to look out my window. Up the block, I could see red flashing lights. I thought it was an ambulance. So I immediately contacted my neighbor to see if something was going on, or if she or her husband were ill. Fortunately she was fine, but as she walked downstairs and looked out her window, she told me she saw a fire truck. Literally a firefighter was using our hydrant and was running the long hose through our street, over a fence onto the neighboring street. Why? Because there was a huge house fire!

As I continued to pan around our house, I then saw this through my windows!!! Do you see all the red??? The whole street behind us was lined with fire trucks. I am talking BIG trucks with ladders that went flying up into the air! I immediately alerted all the neighbors around me and some tried to walk over to the next neighborhood to determine whether this was contained or whether we were in danger as well. I feel like I have become the safety officer for my street. Neighbors know that I report everything.... people coming onto properties who shouldn't be there and all other issues that arise! Given my heightened state of existence, I find neighbors understand where I am coming from, and certainly fire makes anyone uneasy. 

My heart goes out to the owners of the house on fire and of course the water damage it sustained from trying to put out the blaze. I am grateful all the homeowners and the dog were rescued and are safe, but imagine your belongings, your memories, and things you hold dear up in flames? I honestly can't even wrap my head around this, and if we had to evacuate, I truly would be beside myself with two 90-year-olds in tow and not having the help of my other half. Nothing puts your life into focus faster than a crisis. Frankly I am sick of living in crisis. 

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