Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

September 13, 2024

Friday, September 13, 2024

Friday, September 13, 2024

Tonight's picture was taken in August of 2009. By that point in time, we knew that Mattie's condition was terminal. Mattie was in the child life playroom and surrounded by lots of people. They were all there to try to distract and engage him. You can see his art therapists kneeling down on either side of him, and the woman in black was Liz. Liz was a poet and came in many times throughout Mattie's journey and worked with the children on creating compositions. She captured many of Mattie's quips and reflections while sitting there. As I told these women countless times..... all the items Mattie created with them over 14 months became part of his legacy.


Quote of the day: The train blows, just when I was forgetting. Forgetting that I am here alone. And I wonder if those cars got held up by its passing, just as I have yours. ~ Kellie Elmore


I am so thankful that the weather is warm! Because I have the windows open and I am trying to air out the house. I am working hard on the spread of germs, but it is an uphill battle, especially when I have a patient who constantly takes off his mask. Especially while coughing. The beauty of dementia! 

For the most part, my dad has spent the day resting in his recliner. He has been able to eat light meals, but it exhausted, has a cough, and this evening his fever has returned. Of course, I am trying to balance his care and keeping my mom healthy! 

It is hard psychologically to be tied down to the house. Not to be able to freely get about! It only adds to my sadness and angst. When someone in my home gets sick, I typically make a big batch of homemade chicken soup. I started the process this morning and this is the final product. It keeps me moving, which is necessary, because sitting still only causes me to feel awful, dwell on my miserable existence, and analyze what has happened to my life. 


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