Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

April 23, 2021

Friday, April 23, 2021

Friday, April 23, 2021

Tonight's picture was taken in April of 2009. That day we took Mattie to the Washington Mall in his wheelchair. Mattie loved to see the ducks and feed them and I brought a bag full of bread so Mattie could do just that. I recall we even shared bread with some other children so they too could feed the ducks. I can't look at a duck now, without thinking of all our adventures with ducks.


Quote of the day: Today's coronavirus update from Johns Hopkins.

  • Number of people diagnosed with the virus: 31,972,888
  • Number of people who died from the virus: 571,001


Here is the highlight of my day! Actually the week and month..... I received a surprise gift in the mail from my friend Carolyn. What is it? Picture a cupcake in a jelly jar! I am a big cupcake fan and given the last few weeks I have had, this is like winning the lottery. 

But it isn't just the fact that it is cupcakes (something that symbolically reminds me of Mattie), it is the fact that I have a friend who gives me gifts out of the blue. For no reason..... the best kind of gift. Carolyn's friendship is one of the gifts Mattie left behind for me. We met at Mattie's preschool and have been connected ever since. Many of you know Carolyn, as she has run our Walk raffle for over 12 years!



I haven't been writing about it, but I still am struggling with cluster headaches. In fact, it has been so long that I have lost track of the number of weeks living with this! I literally feel like someone is stabbing me in the eyes and my head is sensitive to the touch and pounds constantly. It leave me feeling chronically tired. Yet, each day I have a ton to do, and plug along. 

Peter was telling me a funny story today about someone we know. Clearly this person evaluated me from her own perspective and was stunned when Peter told her that I was presiding over an ethics violation hearing for the District today and that when I caregive, I am all hands on. Meaning that I can shower, dress, toilet, and move my dad. This person was stunned! I gather I don't appear to be the type who can hold my own!?? Given my history as an advocate, for all sorts of issues, something about this today made me chuckle! If this woman only knew what I have lived through. 

Funny story for the day! I was walking Sunny around the National Mall. He was very fixated on a bush. I figured he was just smelling around, since I saw nothing. But he wasn't budging! He wanted what was in that bush and kept nosing around. After several minutes, a big mama duck flew out at me. I was shocked, and jumped and screamed. People around me were laughing over this incident! Mattie, I know, would have absolutely LOVED it and we would have been talking about it all day. 

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