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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



A Remembrance Video of Mattie

February 9, 2019

Friday, February 8, 2019

Friday, February 8, 2019

Tonight's picture was taken in February of 2009. By this point in time, getting Mattie out of his hospital room was challenging. As the cancer treatment wrecked havoc on Mattie's mood and personality. Yet when I was able to get him to the child life playroom, there were moments of happiness. Moments when we blocked out what was happening to us and instead laughed and created together. In front of Mattie sat one of his amazing boxed creations. 


Quote of the day: We know what we are, but know not what we may be. ~ William Shakespeare



It is 10pm California time and I would say we had another full day. Running back and back between the hotel and the house. Overseeing the progression with the contractors, airing out the house, chores, and trying to develop some sort of routine. But nothing about living out of a hotel room is normal. It may sound fun, but it actually is challenging and stressful because when people are in your home, you do need to monitor the process. Especially when the issue at hand involves potential mold remediation. Needless to say, we learned today that the issues are significant enough, that my parents will have to be out of their home for at least a month. That too may be an underestimation. In any case, I am tired and signing off for tonight. 

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