A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



March 6, 2013

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Wednesday, March 6, 2013


Tonight's picture was taken in March of 2009. Mattie was given this beautiful rainbow balloon and I snapped a photo of him holding it because he looked so cute with it over his head.


Quote of the day: Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal. ~ Albert Camus





Well so much for the winter storm Saturn. Everything was closed down today in Washington, DC. From schools to the government. Panic ensued and yet in the city all we received was a day of rain! This morning when I looked out the window, I saw a puffed up mourning dove by our feeders. The birds were appreciative to have access to seed, and several came by to visit! I can safely say there is NO white stuff to report on the ground.



I spent several hours working different projects today. While busy, my buddy wasn't far from me. As you can see Patches was in her perch, sitting on a green fleecy blanket. Patches no longer demands food. She has hyperthyroidism and used to be hungry ALL the time. Now with cancer, she has lost her appetite altogether. She is only consuming liquids.
I am not sure if it is this gray weather or working non-stop at home, but it has impacted my mood. I would say I am ready for the spring, fresh air, and to see flowers and greenery. Not that it changes things in my life, but it does bring some level of happiness to be outside.
 
 

Peter snapped this picture of Patches on my lap. This is now an evening occurrence. This may not look odd, but Patches has NEVER been a cuddly or affectionate type! Yet now that cancer has become a part of her life, she wants to stay close, looks for human contact, security, and affection. I am happy to know that in her hour of need, Nurse Patches is turning to me.

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