A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



March 11, 2021

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Thursday, March 11, 2021

Tonight's picture was taken in March of 2006. Mattie was about four years old and as you can see was very proud of his Lego creation. I love that beaming smile! Mattie gravitated to Legos and what he was trying to build that day was a gigantic train. It was not unusual for us to have train tracks, Legos, tinkertoys, and hotwheel cars all over our first level. Things came out by day, but we made it a point that they also had to be cleaned up in the evening, as this was our family space. Mattie was a lot like me, he was interested in organization and having things clean. 



Quote of the day: Today's coronavirus update from Johns Hopkins

  • Number of people diagnosed with the virus: 29,212,779
  • Number of people who died from the virus: 530,624


It's been a long day, and given my migraine, I am not writing much tonight! It is hard to believe today marks the date when we learned about the two week shutdown because of COVID-19. I remember thinking 14 days sounded like an eternity back then. Fortunately we weren't told the reality all at once. Which illustrates that in small doses, anything is palatable. I know this philosophy was true with Mattie's diagnosis. If we saw the full picture all at once, we really wouldn't have managed the 14 month treatment journey. 

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