A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



April 26, 2023

Wednesday, April 26, 2023

Wednesday, April 26, 2023

Tonight's picture was taken in April of 2008. That day, I spent some time in Mattie's kindergarten classroom and got to see his Writer's Workshop material. Ironically Mattie HATED Writer's Workshop. This was where the children would generate stories and illustrate their work. Mattie liked the illustration part, but wasn't confident in writing and reading. He was struggling to spell and generate sentences. I have no doubt he would have figured this out in time, but unfortunately time was not on Mattie's side. 




Quote of the day: All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on. ~ Havelock Ellis


It was another long day here. I got my dad off to his memory care center and then I took my mom to her physical therapy appointment. Regardless of what any one says, I am quite certain she has a neurological issue, which goes beyond just having dementia. She has trouble balancing, is wobbly on her feet, in my opinion she shuffles when she walks, and her neck is bent in a very awkward position. I have to constantly remind her to lift her head, otherwise she looks like an upside down letter L. 

Truly when I reflect on what I do in any given day, it makes my head spin. Of course on top of balancing their every need, this is fundraising season for the Foundation. So I always feel stressed, never knowing..... will we raise the funds we need or not? We have been at this for 14 years and I would have hoped by now I could have figured out how to get a steady stream of income for the Foundation without having to fundraise. I still live in hope that I will achieve this one day, but it most definitely won't be while caregiving full-time. 

Please check out our Walk website and get involved:

https://2023.mmcfwalk.com/walk2023/Campaign/Details

Our Raffle is also open! Tickets are only $5. All proceeds go toward our cause:

https://2023.mmcfwalk.com/walk2023/Raffle/Details

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