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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

March 18, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Tonight's picture was taken in March of 2003. Mattie was 11 months old and this was his first plane trip to Los Angeles. On a five hour plane trip, we were lucky if he napped for 20 minutes in total. Mattie was always ON in an airplane, and could play and play, and then play some more. Peter picked tonight's picture, and as he told me he just LOVES it because it shows Mattie's engaging and active character. I asked Peter who took this picture of Mattie, because I couldn't really remember. With that Peter said.... "are you kidding, of course it was you!" Mattie was staring right at me and I figure wanted my attention and was going to reach out for me to make his presence known.


Quote of the day: I postpone death by living, by suffering, by error, by risking, by giving, and by losing. ~ Anaias Nin


Peter found tonight's quote actually and it struck a cord with him. For me, given my current brain dead state, it seemed too profound for me to really absorb it at first. However, after I broke it down, what jumped out at me is that the quote isn't really talking about death but life. For to live, means you will be faced with suffering, errors, risk, giving, and also all sorts of losses. We may try to insulate ourselves from some of these things, but none of us is immune.



Peter walked Roosevelt Island twice today. In the morning when he went alone, he was treated to all sorts of sights. He saw Pilated Woodpeckers and even a Red Bellied Woodpecker (which was a first for him on the Island!). This picture of a Pilated Woodpecker is quite stunning, because these are not easy birds to capture on camera. Nonetheless, this afternoon, when we walked the Island together, I could see Pilated Woodpeckers flying in the distance. Actually I always hear them before I see them, because when their beak hits a tree trunk it makes a "THUNK!"sound. Yet I was also treated to the bird calling of a Red Bellied Woodpecker.
To me the "kwirr" call of the Red Bellied Woodpecker is special, and I found a You Tube link of such a call, so you could hear it for yourself.


 

Before leaving the Island, I snapped a picture of spring! Somehow the photo doesn't do this sight justice. I am beyond exhausted from an intense week and weekend of trying to put the finishing touches on the Symposium. Yet walking, getting fresh air and seeing nature was indeed necessary.  

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