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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

September 22, 2012

Saturday, September 22, 2012


Saturday, September 22, 2012

Tonight's picture was taken in April of 2009. Mattie's school counselor came to the hospital to visit him and gave him a present for his birthday. Mattie loved the singing hamster card and glorious butterfly balloon you see in this photo. I think we all fell in love with butterflies during Mattie's battle, and that love has only grown stronger since Mattie's death. As you look at this photo, I am reminded of all the decorating we did each time we were admitted to the Hospital. In Mattie's room it wasn't unusual to see things hanging from the ceiling, his IV pole, things attached to his walls, doors, and even his bed. It was certainly more cumbersome dragging these items with us back and forth from the hospital and home, but seeing non-medical things was vital for our mood and sanity, and I suspect it also enabled conversations between medical personnel and Mattie on certain days.


Quote of the day: The fact that I can plant a seed and it becomes a flower, share a bit of knowledge and it becomes another's, smile at someone and receive a smile in return, are to me continual spiritual exercises. ~ Leo Buscaglia


I began the day in a funk. I am not sure why, but there you have it. Peter and I sat outside on our deck for a while and had breakfast outside. While out there, Peter announced that today marked the 1110th day that Mattie has been gone from our lives. I count in weeks and Peter counts in days. As soon as Peter made that statement, literally a beautiful monarch butterfly flew over our heads. Almost on cue. I immediately asked Peter if he saw the butterfly and then told him I felt this was NO coincidence. Mattie was with us.

Buscaglia's quote intrigues me. I have to admit that if I smile at someone, that person usually smiles back at me. Almost as if smiling is contagious or perhaps we are conditioned that if we see a smile, something on an unconscious level takes over within us and we naturally smile. Have you ever noticed that when someone smiles this changes all aspects of a person's face and you have a better window into their eyes and feelings? Perhaps as Buscaglia indicates this is a spiritual exercise in which we smile to be further connected to those around us.  



Peter and I walked on Roosevelt Island today. As we were crossing the bridge to get onto the Island, I couldn't help but laugh at this sight. Paddle boarding is quite popular on the Potomac River, but I have never seen a person doing this with a dog aboard. Not a small dog, but a big golden retriever. This dog was so peaceful, wasn't making a move, and seemed to be checking out all the sights going passed them!
 

During each walk we take on the Island, Peter always snaps a picture from this vantage point. Basically as the seasons change we watch how this scene gets transformed.

I entitle this picture, "Mr. Mallard." I think this fellow caught my attention today because of his brilliantly orange webbed feet! He was looking at us, and we were looking at him. A mutual admiration.

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