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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



A Remembrance Video of Mattie

March 19, 2009

Thursday at 3:30pm - Updates from Pete

Update at 3:30pm on Thursday ---------
Mattie is in Clinic getting MTP to be followed by platelets. Vicki met with Drs. Snyder and Toretsky and here is the news: Mattie's four lung lesions are still present; two of the lesions are unchanged and two appear that they might have increased in size by a millimeter. However, the two lesions that have appeared to have increased are still too small to definitively conclude that they are cancerous metastases (commonly called "mets"). Also, the increase in size from the last set of scans could also be attributed to a measurement error. So in other words, there is no conclusive proof that these are cancerous mets. We are presently taking this as good news since most importantly, there are no new mets in his lungs, and that the possible increase in the size of two of the mets could be explained away through measurement error. Regardless, we are certain that we will want these lesions removed from Mattie's lungs once his chemo ends in mid-May, so Vicki and I are now turning to the hunt for a pulmonary oncology specialist as well as the top-notch surgeon specializing in this type of surgery. Also, given the location of the lesions the surgery will be performed arthroscopically (versus having the crack the rib cage). More to come later.......


Update from 2:00pm on Thursday ---------
As of Thursday at 2:00pm, Mattie has just completed his bone scan and CT Scan. Vicki will update the blog later on the experiences from this morning (as it was anything but straight-forward). Mattie and Vicki are now in clinic and Mattie has been pre-medicated for his MTP. Mattie will also be getting an infusion of Platelets today, so it looks like it's going to be a marathon day for Mattie and Vicki once again. More to come later....

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