A Remembrance Video of Mattie

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



February 22, 2026

Sunday, February 22, 2025

Sunday, February 22, 2026

Tonight's picture was taken in February of 2009. Mattie was home between cancer treatments and eating a food of choice.... a donut with vanilla frosting! Mattie loved water play and since he was unable to go into a bathtub with his broviac catheter, I brought the water to him in a big pot. Just like in the bathtub, Mattie threw many of toy cars and things into the pot and the play schemes just unfolded from there! Just loved that smile.


Quote of the day: The purpose of human life is to serve and to show compassion and the will to help others. ~ Albert Schweitzer


Over the course of this last week, practically all of our snow from January's storm had melted. It was a wonderful sight to see grass again. But by the end of the day today.... we got hit with another storm and as you can see we are back to everything being white again. What a horrible winter.

Typically we go out for brunch on Sundays. I had to determine whether this was going to be a safe trip today given the pending storm. But I tracked the storm and figured that the snow wasn't going to be sticking until 5pm or later. So we went out earlier today, in order to be back home by 4pm. By the time we left the restaurant however it was sleeting. One of the managers helped me. He held onto my mom and used his umbrella to escort her to my car and I managed my dad. I did not ask him to do this, he just did this on his own accord. To me this speaks volumes about his character. I am so used to doing everything on my own now, that when someone shows me an act of kindness, it makes me pause and feel thankful. 

The notion of shoveling snow is sickening but we have two doctor appointments tomorrow. One of which is my appointment, to get follow up help regarding my never ending sinus infection. I will have to scramble tomorrow morning to figure out whether it is safe to drive and have my parents walk around outside.