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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



A Remembrance Video of Mattie

March 10, 2020

Tuesday, March 10, 2020

Tuesday, March 10, 2020 -- Mattie died 545 weeks ago today. 

Tonight's picture was taken in March of 2009. We were all in the child life playroom at the Hospital, and celebrating the official ribbon cutting ceremony for the room. When Mattie was initially diagnosed in July of 2008, there was NO playroom at the hospital. Instead, the only space children had was in the hallways or their hospital rooms. I assure you it made life 10 times harder, as a hospital room is very confining, and having another space with activities made the time more bearable. Though the playroom was opened in the fall of 2008, the ribbon cutting took place in March. As you can see the Toys R Us mascot, Gilbert the giraffe, was on hand to celebrate the occasion and gave Mattie a high five. 


Quote of the day: Perhaps I know best why it is man alone who laughs; he alone suffers so deeply that he had to invent laughter. ~ Friedrich Nietzsche


Yesterday, March 9th, we experienced an amazing moon. The worm moon is the first full moon in the month of March. The moon in March has a lot of different nicknames: the Worm Moon, because the ground begins to thaw and earthworms reappear, soon followed by the return of robins.

Peter captured this wonderful Mattie Moon from our living room!
Sunny had his senior well visit today and before taking him, we took him to Roosevelt Island for a 3 mile walk. Along our journey we saw this momma dear with her baby. Peter and I were talking so I did not even see her, it was Sunny who stopped in his tracks and had a staring contest with the deer. 
The baby. Of course whenever I see a momma animal and her baby, I can't help but think of Mattie. As Mattie loved to tell him that these animal pairings were like him and me. 

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