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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



A Remembrance Video of Mattie

May 25, 2021

Tuesday, May 25, 2021

Tuesday, May 25, 2021 -- Mattie died 608 weeks ago today.

Tonight's picture was taken in May of 2009. I know exactly what was happening here! Mattie received his experimental immunotherapy treatment, and always within one hour of its administration, he would develop intense chills and would start shaking. The first time this happened to us, we were in NYC, where Mattie received his first dosage! The reaction to the medication was down right frightening, and we landed up having to take Mattie to the emergency room, where they gave him Demerol to counteract the symptoms. Mattie's little body went through total torture, and yet he complied and understood that this was his best option to manage the disease. 


Quote of the day: Today's coronavirus update from Johns Hopkins

  • Number of people diagnosed with the virus: 33,164,824
  • Number of people who died from the virus: 590,905


Check out this video! Brood X Cicadas are here in Washington, DC! Millions of bugs! More of them than people! The last time we saw Brood X was in 2004, and Mattie was two years old. Every 17 years, billions of Brood X cicadas tunnel up from the ground to spend their final days in the sun. This generation got its start back in 2004. The newly hatched cicada nymphs fell from the trees and burrowed into the dirt. They have been underground ever since, feeding on sap from the rootlets of grasses and trees and slowly maturing. All of that preparation has been leading up to this moment when they surface in droves—up to 1.4 million cicadas per acre—to molt into their adult form, sing their deafening love song and produce the next generation before dying just a few weeks later. Just for the cycle to repeat itself in 17 years! Science still isn't sure how cicadas tell time and pop to the surface after being underground for 17 years. 


Listen to their sound! It is actually eerie. Peter describes it like the phasers used in Star Trek!



This is a typical sighting on my Sunny walks! Some dogs like eating cicadas. Fortunately this is one thing Sunny isn't interested in eating! 

What you see here are hundreds of dead cicadas. Basically their cycle entails coming up from the ground, maturing in a couple of days, mating, and then within a month die. These are the remains. 
Trees are covered with these beady eyed creatures!
A close up! Mattie was only two when this first happened. It was a first for ALL of US! If Mattie were alive now, there is no telling what his reaction would be to this! 



Want to learn more?

https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/brood-x-cicadas-are-emerging-at-last1/

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