Mattie Miracle -- 16 Years of Service

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

July 28, 2025

Monday, July 28, 2025

Monday, July 28, 2025

Tonight's picture was taken in July of 2007. Mattie was five years old. That summer, I enrolled Mattie in group swimming lessons. It was an indoor pool, and the recreational center's policy was that parents were NOT allowed by the pool. We could watch from an observation window upstairs. Which was why I captured this photo at this angle! Overall, I would say that Mattie was very cautious about water and swimming, but he made great strides in this class and I am happy I never missed any of these precious moments.  


Quote of the day: Heat exhaustion and heat stroke are both serious heat-related illnesses, but heat stroke is far more dangerous and potentially life-threatening. Heat exhaustion is characterized by a core body temperature below 104°F (40°C) and symptoms like dizziness, headache, nausea, and weakness. Heat stroke, on the other hand, involves a core body temperature above 104°F (40°C) and can cause confusion, seizures, loss of consciousness, and even organ damage. 


When I think my days can't get worse, I rise to the occasion. As I awoke, I saw that I had a text message from Steve, the fellow who works for my landscape company. Steve helps me with all things outside of the house. Truthfully there is nothing he can't fix. Steve was coming over to fix my backyard gate, which was broken by the mowers about a week ago. Steve had to specialty order hinges for the gate. I literally hopped out of bed and started getting myself together, the cat fed, and my dad medicated with his pain meds. I need to medicate my dad almost two hours before getting him out of bed, otherwise, the process will be excruciating. 

Steve arrived at 8:30am, and I went outside to chat with him. He is a multiple trauma survivor and therefore, we literally speak the same language. If you are thinking there is a romantic connection between us.... WRONG! I still wear my wedding ring and in my eyes, and that of the Catholic Church, I am still married. In addition, Steve has a significant other. We do not relate to each other in that way, we relate to each other however, as two people who have had numerous hardships in life, and we can appreciate each other's journey. 

While talking to Steve, I was under a shaded tree, but all of a sudden, my mouth felt like cotton, a got a massive headache, was sweating, felt nauseous and I knew I wasn't well. I suggested to Steve that we go into the garage so I could get water out of the refrigerator. Steve followed me, and somehow I got the garage door open and had my hand on the refrigerator door handle. At that point, Steve said, I wasn't acting right and started to faint. I think I hit my forehead on the door handle (as I have a black and blue), and my left ankle buckled underneath me. I was about to fall backward and would have, but Steve caught me. He lowered me to the garage floor and there I stayed with him for thirty minutes. I have never fainted in my life, today was a first. 

I knew exactly what was happening to me because my husband has been a victim of heat exhaustion multiple times. In fact, when we were dating, we went to Sea World in San Diego in the 1990s. While there, we sat under a tree, and Peter literally tipped backwards and passed out. The heat had gotten to him, but typically I do not respond to heat this way. However, I think my body and mind are on overload! I am working around the clock, under a great deal of stress, and then combined with heat, it was the perfect storm. 

When I got back in the house, it wasn't like I could lie down and take care of myself. NO! I had to make breakfast and do my morning routine, which also included getting my dad up, showered, dressed, and downstairs. In addition, I had a scheduled bone density scan at the hospital around noon. I made it safely to the hospital and actually took many deep breaths and closed my eyes during the bone scan. 

I returned home and I decided to take my parents out for frozen yogurt. I had to see if my dad had the energy outside the house and to see how he ambulated! The manager at our local frozen yogurt store is a love. Her name is Jennifer, and she and I were both born on July 25. She wrote to me on my birthday and I told her my dad was in the hospital. She was thrilled to see us today and gave my dad his yogurt for free. When I left, she came over to me and said MAY GOD WATCH OVER YOU FOR WHAT YOU DO EACH DAY! I can't tell you how much that meant to me!

This was today's surprise at my doorstep. My friend Heidi sent me a tea infuser and a whole bunch of wonderful teas! I am very excited to have a infuser and can't wait to start brewing tea tomorrow! I would have to say my two favorite things in the world are tea and sweets! Very grateful for having the best of friends. 

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