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Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

August 3, 2013

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Saturday, August 3, 2013

Tonight's picture was taken on August 3, of 2008. Hard to believe this was five years ago today. Even harder to believe that Mattie is no longer in our lives. Mattie was pictured with our resident Jack Russell Terrier, JJ. JJ and Mattie practically grew up together. Mattie loved walking JJ and always wanted a dog of his own. Fortunately our neighbor allowed Mattie a lot of JJ time over the years. After Mattie died, JJ would come and sit on our doorstep in hopes of finding his buddy. Though JJ is a dog, he showed all the same emotional signs as humans do over the loss of Mattie.... loss of appetite, sadness, and depression.


Fun Facts of the Day: (1) With nearly 3,000 years of rich history, Rome is often called the “Eternal City.” Though Rome dates back to possibly 625 B.C. (2) The Romans were the first civilization to use concrete and the arch with any notable skill. (3) It is estimated that Italians eat about 60 pounds of pasta per person per year. (4) There are over 1000 Vatican Museums, making the complex in Vatican City the largest museum complex, not only in Italy, but in the world as well.

Peter and I were up at 5:15am to get ready for an early all-day tour of Rome. The ship docked in Civitavecchia, the port town of Rome before 7am. Civitavecchia is not unlike Livorno (the port town of Florence). They are both very industrial port towns! When we woke up this morning this was the first sight we saw. Keep in mind the sun sets LATE here and therefore it rises later in the day! At 7am, it was still somewhat dark out. We were greeted by Mattie Moon in Italy today. A moon which seemed to be smiling at us.

We visited Rome or as it is known in Italy, Roma. Guess what? Roma spelled backwards is AMOR, or in other words, love. Rome is considered the city of love. Personally Rome reminds me of New York City in the sense that it is a very BUSY, bustling, and lively city that is filled with culture. But Rome, unlike the other places we visited on our trip so far has a gritty side to it as well, a more urban side, which includes trash along the streets and a ton of graffiti. I visited Rome as a child and even a teenager (YES I know years ago!!!) and I have to say I do not remember Rome looking this way. So it saddens me to see a beautiful city PACKED with thousands of years of history having such a used urban look. Putting this aspect aside though, Rome is very much worth visiting and exploring. You know the saying… Rome wasn’t built in a day. Well the same can be said about touring Rome. It really can’t be done in one day! Our tour was 11 hours long and by the end of the day we must have walked six of more miles in 99 degree temperatures! No easy feat, but we definitely got around town! 

The Vatican or St. Peter’s Basilica (a part of the beautiful Rome skyline), can hold 60,000 visitors at a time. The Vatican is a sovereign state! It has its own postal code, police, etc. It is the center of the Catholic faith, where millions flock for healing a year. Vatican City is completely surrounded by Rome, it takes up just 110 acres and is home to 800 residents, the most famous, being the Pope. Vatican City is also home to the Vatican Museum, one of the most lavish displays of wealth and art in one place.

St. Peter is one of the patron saints of Rome and the grandeur of this Basilica acknowledges his spiritual presence in Italy and the world. St. Peter’s is considered one of the largest churches in the world! St. Peter’s is part of Vatican City and in order to enter into the Basilica, one has to walk through St. Peter’s Square. When you look at the Vatican (St. Peter’s Basilica) from the outside, it has been said that it looks like a person. The dome of the Vatican is said to look like the head of a body and the buildings that arc out from the Vatican are said to look like a person’s arm. Or in other words, the Vatican almost looks like a “big embrace” from the outside. As if you, the visitor, are getting a hug, or are symbolically being embraced into this faith.  

Ralph Waldo Emerson described St. Peter’s as “an ornament of the earth ….. the sublime of the beautiful.” The balcony above the doors of the Basilica is also famous. This is where the Pope addresses his visitors in St. Peter’s Square.




The Sistine Chapel is the best known chapel in the Vatican complex. It is literally right next to St. Peter’s Basilica. It is the official residence of the Pope. As we know Pope Francis was recently chosen to replace Pope Benedict. From this new election, we are quite familiar with the fact that cardinals from around the world are sequestered in the Sistine Chapel until a new Pope is elected. When a new pope is elected, the smoke stack above the Sistine Chapel puffs out white smoke to signal a decision has been reached. To enter into this amazing Chapel, you have to have your shoulders covered as well as your knees! They take this dress code very seriously and you will be stopped at the door if neither condition is met. Once inside the Sistine Chapel, no talking is allowed. There is complete silence out of respect for the sacred nature of the space. Though NO photographs were allowed inside the Sistine Chapel our guide brought along this photo. The Sistine Chapel was named after Pope Sixtus IV. The photo captures Michelangelo’s staggering “Last Judgment.” In fact, it took Michelangelo four years to paint the ceiling of the Chapel which portrays the story of the creation of Adam and Eve as well as the story of Noah and the great flood. In addition, it took Michelangelo another four years to paint the blue background wall you see in this photo. This wall illustrates the “Last Judgment” with heaven being on top, purgatory in the middle, and hell at the bottom. The funny part about this fresco is that in the lower right hand corner of it, you may see a man in flames. This was supposed to be Pope Julius II, who commissioned Michelangelo to create these paintings. Apparently legend has it that the Pope gave Michelangelo a VERY hard time and was trying to micromanage him while he worked. So Michelangelo captured his sentiments toward this Pope artistically for all of us to know throughout the ages. This fresco is considered Michelangelo’s crowning achievement. Which is ironic since Michelangelo really did not want to take on this project to begin with, he considered himself a sculptor, not a painter. The photo doesn’t capture how impressive and what a sheer engineering feat this entire room was because the ceiling is incredibly high and Michelangelo painted the ceiling on his back while on scaffolding.

As we walked from the Sistine Chapel to St. Peter’s Basilica, we traversed through the Hall of Maps. What an absolutely amazing room. You just don’t know what to look at first, each and every turn is filled with something visually appealing and stimulating. It is no wonder why Vatican City is considered to house some of the best pieces of art in the world. In the Hall of Maps there are featured paintings from locations all over Italy. The location is painted in a map format, which is a fascinating concept in and of itself since planes and helicopters weren’t even discovered when these paintings were created. So how these painters understood the nature of geography is beyond me. Corresponding with each map, on the ceiling is a painted miracle. The miracle is said to have occurred within the city depicted on the map! Needless to say the ceiling itself looked like a colorful miracle!

As we left the Sistine Chapel and walked to St. Peter’s Basilica, we entered the Square of the Pinecone. It is called the Square of the Pinecone because there literally is a huge metal pinecone sculpture that highlights this area. However, instead of showing you the pinecone, I decided it would be better to show you this magical golden colored sphere. This sphere sculpture represents the world and the sculpture actually revolves mechanically. In this photo, if you look closely at the top of the dome of St. Peter’s you will see a golden sphere just like the modern sculpture in these gardens! This is intentional. The artist of this metal sculpture made a replica of what can be seen on top of the dome. This is just one of many examples of how the old world blends with the new world in Vatican City.

The entire interior of St. Peter’s is lavishly decorated with marble, reliefs, architectural sculptures and gilding. The Basilica contains a large number of tombs of popes, many of which are considered works of art.






Due to the inconsistent air temperature, lighting, and even the number of people that flow through St. Peter’s in a given day, there are no paintings within the Basilica. Instead all the pieces that appear to look like paintings within the Basilica are actually mosaics. It is hard to believe this until you look at these pieces up close. Keep in mind that 25,000 or more people visit the Basilica daily. Through this photo you may be able to see that we were surrounded by wall to wall people while touring.









The canopy over the alter is like NO other! It was designed by Bernini and the bronze came from the Pantheon in Rome.  Under this alter, the remains of St. Peter can be found. The beautiful dome in the roof above the alter was painted by Michelangelo. One hears about the amazing works of Michelangelo in the United States but actually seeing these pieces in person is quite another story. St. Peter’s Basilica and the Sistine Chapel contain some of Michelangelo’s greatest works of art and though I have seen these masterpieces years ago, I was just too young to appreciate them. I will not forget the brilliant colors, the depth and dimensions of these painting, or Michelangelo’s understanding and depictions of the Roman Catholic religion any time soon.


Within St. Peter’s Basilica, the tomb of Pope John Paul can be found. John Paul was the Pope who I grew up with, the Pope before Benedict. Our guide told us that John Paul will soon be consecrated a saint. In order to become a saint some sort of miracle needs to be performed. Legend has it that a woman prayed to John Paul daily and because she believed in him and his connection to God, this woman was cured of her Parkinson’s disease.

The name of this sculpture of Mary with Jesus is called The Pieta, and it may be one of Michelangelo’s most famous sculptures. What is intriguing about this sculpture is that Mary is depicted as a teenager and yet she is Jesus’ mom and is holding a boy about her age. People have speculated why Mary is so young here and the guide informed us that Michelangelo himself lost his mother when he was a child. So perhaps in his mind, a mother figure is always symbolized as young and vital. Or it is possible that Mary was cradling the body of her dead son (who came from the cross) like a baby, because in essence no matter Jesus’ age or that of his mother, Jesus will always be Mary’s baby. The sculpture in essence maybe a symbolic representation of the sacrifice one makes for giving up one’s only child. A sacrifice I more than understand.

It was 99 degrees outside today and the heat was intense. Like walking into an oven. We walked for at least six miles through Rome. At lunch time, as a tour group we took a break and journeyed to the Hotel Flora on the Via Veneto (a famous street). My mom tells me that when I was a child, I stayed at the Hotel Flora. I of course do not remember it, but I am sure it was meaningful and nostalgic for my mom to return to this hotel. We had a rooftop lunch in air conditioning. I usually hate air conditioning but it was SO welcomed by that point in the day. Our group lunch included local Chianti wine (which Rome is famous for), and a three course lunch consisting of pasta, chicken, and tiramisu. 

After lunch we made our way to the famous Trevi Fountain. This fountain is famous and perhaps one of the largest in the world. The 1954 movie, “Three coins in the fountain” put this site on the map. Legend has it that throwing a coin over your left shoulder with your right hand brings good luck and a return to Rome. Apparently every night, workers collect almost 3000 in euros and dollars from the Fountain, and the money is donated to charity. Needless to say, Peter caught my mom and me in action throwing a penny into the Fountain. The Fountain got its name from the simple fact that three (“tre”) roads at one time converged onto this space. The two main centered women marble figures on each side of the water god represent bounty (on the left) and health (on the right). This means that water is crucial in our lives for good health and development.

As we were walking through the streets near Trevi Fountain, these adorable chair umbrellas caught my attention. People were eating outside in the heat and yet were given some shade through these lace cuties. I never saw this before and I just thought it was clever. You may not be able to tell, but the streets of Rome are packed with people!

I loved the shape of these umbrella trees! I learned today that the pinecones from these trees produce pine nuts (which are used often in salads, baking, and to make pesto sauce). The guide let us know that it is VERY hard to extract the nuts from these pine cones which may explain why pine nuts are so costly.


Our last stop on our tour was the Colosseum. This is a very unique structure that was completed in only eight years (in 80AD). An engineering feat! It literally was created at a time in Rome in which the emperor wanted to look good in the eyes of his supporters and he felt the way to achieve this was to create a forum to entertain people. To keep people happy and distracted! The form of entertainment is quite different than anything we would find remotely interesting or socially acceptable today. The entertainment involved gladiator fights, to the death. On the opening day of the Colosseum, 9000 animals were killed and it is estimated that over the years more than 1 million animals and a half-million humans were slaughtered in the games. The Colosseum could hold more than 50,000 people and yet it took only three minutes for everyone to exit due to its big arched openings!

Due to the fact that so many people and animals were sacrificed at the Colosseum as a form of entertainment, the Pope had a cross erected at the site. This cross acknowledges the suffering and mass causalities that occurred here and thereby signifies that this is sacred ground.














In 80AD, there was no admission fee to attend the games. Only wealthy people paid to recruit and train the gladiators to fight. Where you sat in this forum depended upon your status, gender, and social circumstances. The wealthy sat closer to the action, with the emperor of Rome getting a special seat under a canopy and women being relegated to the very top of the amphitheater. In the center of the Colosseum was a wooden stage. It no longer exists, but you have to picture a wooden platform on top of the stones you see in the center now. It was on this stage that gladiators fought each other as well as fought very large animals such as bulls, lions, and tigers. The animals were stored in vestibules below the stage.


There is SO SO much to cover regarding Rome. It is my hope that I was able to highlight my day adequately enough to illustrate the plethora of history available at one’s fingertips. After 11 hours of touring, I am exhausted and I am not even sure at this point that I am coherent and making sense. So I am signing off for now and will share our next journey with you tomorrow. 

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