Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

July 20, 2018

Friday, July 20, 2018

Friday, July 20, 2018

Tonight's picture was taken in July of 2009, about a month before we found out Mattie's cancer diagnosis was terminal. Hard to imagine when you look at that smile. While in clinic that day, he and his cancer buddy, Brandon, were playing together at the art table. As you can see Brandon was a teenager and clearly older than Mattie. Yet they had a beautiful friendship with each other. Mattie decided to take items he found in clinic to create a statue. The statue's name was Dr. Crazy Hair. Dr. Crazy Hair sat in our living room for the longest time. What you can't see was the doctor's pockets. The pockets contained all sorts of things. Such as an oyster shell. The shell represented a toe nail that Dr. Crazy Hair removed from a patient. Get the gist!???


Quote of the day: I think perhaps I will always hold a candle for you – even until it burns my hand. And when the light has long since gone …. I will be there in the darkness holding what remains, quite simply because I cannot let go. 
~ Ranata Suzuki


This is how I started my day, with an escort to the bathroom. Indie insists on coming into my bathroom so she can drink out of the sink. Mind you she has her own water bowl. But despite that prefers the sink! 
After I walked Sunny this morning, I decided to water all the plants in our garden. Sunny hates the sight of water. I left the front door open so he could watch the process, but just hearing the hose, sent him far away from the door and up the stairs. The funny part about this is the step is so narrow and Sunny's big body can hardly fit on the step. It is a total riot to see!










While Sunny was on the staircase, Indie was on the piano. The two of them are my daily supervisors!



This afternoon, I went back out to Great Falls to the restaurant I recently celebrated my anniversary. I took my friend Mary Ann out to lunch to congratulate her on her new job. It was a beautiful weather day and we were able to sit outside. In fact, practically every table outside was filled!


When I returned home, Sunny wanted to go back out for a walk. As soon as we left our home, I ran into a neighbor of mine who also has a dog. Though we do not know each other well, she let me know she enjoys spending time with me and loves talking to me. She commented about seeing me outside a couple of nights ago. When I returned from Los Angeles, I was tired and for the first few days was out of it. At 10pm, on one of those nights, Peter wanted me to go outside to look at the moon. I was in my pajamas and was ready for bed. But before I went upstairs, I did go outside. Don't you know it, while sitting outside in my pajamas my neighbor comes outside to walk her dog and sees me. So she came over to chat with us. Needless to say, she commented on this interchange today, because she said the sight of me in my pajamas made her feel like she was home. Part of a community and unlike so many people in the city, I am real. Her comment made me laugh today because I told her she can't find someone more real that me. The moral of the story is that we all want to find people we can connect and feel at home with, and of course it is always special to know you make people happy. 

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