Mattie Miracle Walk 2023 was a $131,249 success!

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

January 5, 2020

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Sunday, January 5, 2020

Tonight's picture was taken in December of 2008. Mattie was home for the Christmas holiday and I am sure his care team thought this was in Mattie's best interest to discharge him from the hospital. However, the time home was an absolute nightmare. Mattie was dealing with intense pain and also this was when we saw PTSD symptoms popping up. It was overwhelming for us as Mattie did not want to be touched, he did not want to hear any noise, and basically he couldn't sleep! Because whenever he did, he would wake up screaming. 

This particular photo was taken after we received this creative gift from Mattie's art teacher. She got all the children in kindergarten to write or draw on one of the leaves attached to this wreath. It was a very thoughtful and meaningful gift that hung behind our front door for the longest time.


Quote of the day: Home is where you go to find solace from the ever changing chaos, to find love within the confines of a heartless world, and to be reminded that no matter how far you wander, there will always be something waiting when you return.Kendal Rob


This morning Peter went to pick up Indie at the vet. Indie is a very sweet and easy going cat. In all reality, Indie is more like a dog than a cat. So she is super easy to board while we are away. Unlike Sunny!

Peter lets Indie sit in the passenger seat of the car on the way home and opens the lid for her to see out. Indie is so well behaved that she doesn't try jumping out of her box, but instead sits still and has Peter pet her along the drive home. 

Indie is thrilled to be home and got LOTS of attention from us before we picked up Sunny later in the day!
Meanwhile, this was Sunny's report card! Basically Sunny isn't a behavioral problem when boarded but what he does is he goes on a hunger strike! Each day I was away, I would get a text message from Dogtopia telling me Sunny wasn't eating his food. They tried adding in all sorts of goodies (peanut butter, pumpkin, chicken, rice, etc) to entice him, but Sunny is Sunny. He gets anxious and then refuses to eat! Though I would love to have Sunny stay in someone's home while I am gone, he has proven that he can't be trusted. As he ran away twice from two different homes. Therefore, Sunny gets boarded in a facility where I know escaping isn't an option. 

Peter captured some great videos today, which I have posted below for you to see. It helps you get some insight on Sunny. 


This video highlights Sunny's reaction to being picked up at Dogtopia. Though he did acknowledge Peter and me (which he doesn't always do during pick up!!), you will see he is very focused on the door and GETTING OUT! Click on the image above to see the video.



Sunny in the car. Check out his sighing!!!! Click on the image above to see the video. 




When we came home, Peter asked Sunny to find Indie. I think this video is priceless. Click on the image to see the video. 

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