Mattie Miracle 15th Anniversary Video

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

December 6, 2023

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

Wednesday, December 6, 2023

Tonight's picture was taken in November of 2003. Mattie was a year and a half old. We took Mattie to Boston for Thanksgiving and one of the gifts Peter's mom gave Mattie was this talking Elmo. Mattie was absolutely mesmerized by this toy! He wanted to understand how it could move and talk. Elmo was Mattie's all time favorite Sesame Street character and he loved this gift so much that he even brought it to his preschool for show and tell!


Quote of the day: We have trauma, and we have grief. People die, and we find it baffling. Painful. Inexplicable. Grief is baffling. There are theories on how we react to death, how we cope, how we handle loss. Some believe the range of emotions mourners experience is predictable, that grief can be monitored, as if mourners are following a checklist. But sorrow is less of a checklist, more like water. It's fluid, it has no set shape, never disappears, never ends. It doesn't go away. It just changes. It changes us. ~ Mira Ptacin


Yesterday when I got the mail out of our post box, I saw a Christmas card sitting there. At first I thought it was for us, as the house number was the same, but I noticed the street was different. It was also not addressed to us. So the postman delivered the card to the wrong address. Literally it was meant to go to a house about four blocks away. Truthfully given all that I am dealing with, my initial thought was... I am going to toss the card! Then I thought about it and decided instead to get in the car and personally deliver the card to its intended recipient. Why was I compelled to do this?

I chalk it up to watching the Hallmark series called Signed, Sealed, and Delivered. Before moving to our house in 2021, I used to watch the Hallmark channel religiously. I see and live with enough unhappy endings in my real life, which is why Hallmark resonates with me! There are only happy endings on Hallmark! Where people learn, grow, and love each other! If life was only like a Hallmark movie! In any case, this is the premise of Signed, Sealed, and Delivered.........

Signed, Sealed, Delivered is a wonderful combination of romance, comedy and drama that follows the lives of four postal detectives who transform themselves into a team of detectives to track down intended recipients of undeliverable mail. Their missions take them out of the office and into an unpredictable world where redirected letters and packages can save lives, solve crimes, reunite old loves and change futures by arriving late but somehow always on time.


When I picked up that Christmas card, what immediately came to mind is that perhaps there is an important message in this card! Perhaps someone is writing to support someone else and the words in this card could potentially transform someone's day! All these thoughts flooded my mind, which compelled me to get in the car and deliver the card! Who knows the nature of the card, but what I do know is WORDS can instill hope, make us feel comforted, and remind us WE ARE NOT ALONE. I am hoping this card provided all these things to the intended recipient! 

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