Proud of my work -- 16 Years of Service

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to me that you take the time to write and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful and help support me through very challenging times. I am forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically have stopped writing on September 9, 2010. However, like my journey with grief there is so much that still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with me, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki



A Remembrance Video of Mattie

January 7, 2023

Saturday, January 7, 2023

Saturday, January 7, 2023

Tonight's picture was taken in January of 2009. Mattie was home from the hospital and had a visit from our resident Jack Russell Terrier, JJ. Mattie and JJ grew up together and were very close. But after Mattie was diagnosed with cancer and then had his limb salvaging surgeries, he became frightened of JJ. Mainly because Mattie thought JJ could jump on him and injure him in some way. I think this photo speaks for itself! You may also notice a Christmas village on the living room floor behind JJ. Mattie created that in December and he loved it so much, we kept it up for him to play with whenever he was home from the hospital. 


Quote of the day: Joy for human beings lies in proper human work. And proper human work consists in: acts of kindness to other human beings, disdain for the stirrings of the senses, identifying trustworthy impressions, and contemplating the natural order and all that happens in keeping with it. ~ Marcus Aurelius


Today was another exhausting day. Though I would have liked to sleep in, we go to the farmer's market every Saturday morning. So I got my act together and pulled myself out of bed. Before getting my dad up from bed, I got derailed on chores. Peter and I worked very hard today to put Christmas inside the house away. That was no easy feat as we decorated several rooms. Peter did the majority of the work, but once I got back from the farmer's market, I worked non-stop until I took my parents out to dinner. 

I love a live Christmas tree, but it is a big cleaned up job. We put four to five strings of lights on the tree this year. Getting them on was easy, getting them off was one tangled mess, not to mention the fact that there were pine needles everywhere. I have swept and vacuumed everywhere.

As of tonight, things are boxed, labeled, and back in storage for next year. It is a good feeling, but I miss seeing all the decorations and the lights. We still have to tackle outside decorations, which I am sure won't be easy. But hopefully not as laborious as inside. 

When I got home tonight with my parents, I was tired and frazzled. But I walked inside to a gift. My friend Denise sent me English tea and chocolate biscuits! Unexpected gifts, to me, are always very special. Not unlike Mattie, they perk me up during down times. I suspect Denise knows this, as she has been a part of my Mattie journey from the beginning. 

Behind Denise's gift you see evergreens. These clippings came from our Christmas tree. The tree is still beautiful and healthy, so I wanted to continue to capture that Christmas beauty on our kitchen island. 


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