Mattie Miracle -- 16 Years of Service

Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation Promotional Video

Thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive!

Dear Mattie Blog Readers,

It means a great deal to us that you take the time to write to us and to share your thoughts, feelings, and reflections on Mattie's battle and death. Your messages are very meaningful to us and help support us through very challenging times. To you we are forever grateful. As my readers know, I promised to write the blog for a year after Mattie's death, which would mean that I could technically stop writing on September 9, 2010. However, at the moment, I feel like our journey with grief still needs to be processed and fortunately I have a willing support network still committed to reading. Therefore, the blog continues on. If I should find the need to stop writing, I assure you I will give you advanced notice. In the mean time, thank you for reading, thank you for having the courage to share this journey with us, and most importantly thank you for keeping Mattie's memory alive.


As Mattie would say, Ooga Booga (meaning, I LOVE YOU)! Vicki and Peter



The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation celebrates its 7th anniversary!

The Mattie Miracle Cancer Foundation was created in the honor of Mattie.

We are a 501(c)(3) Public Charity. We are dedicated to increasing childhood cancer awareness, education, advocacy, research and psychosocial support services to children, their families and medical personnel. Children and their families will be supported throughout the cancer treatment journey, to ensure access to quality psychosocial and mental health care, and to enable children to cope with cancer so they can lead happy and productive lives. Please visit the website at: www.mattiemiracle.com and take some time to explore the site.

We have only gotten this far because of people like yourself, who have supported us through thick and thin. So thank you for your continued support and caring, and remember:

.... Let's Make the Miracle Happen and Stomp Out Childhood Cancer!

A Remembrance Video of Mattie

July 22, 2025

Tuesday, July 22, 2025

Tuesday, July 22, 2025 -- Mattie died 804 weeks ago today.

Tonight's picture was taken in July of 2005. Mattie was three years old! That week, we went on vacation to the Outer Banks. On our way to the Island, we always stopped at Morris Farms. I loved all the fresh fruits and vegetables and of course Farmer Brown went right for the tractor!


Quote of the day: There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you. ~ Maya Angelou


We spent over 5 hours at the hospital today. Every time I enter my dad's room, I get upset! I am upset because of the mess and disarray all over the room. Alcohol wipe packets on the floor, debris of all kinds, linens strewn all over the place, my dad's dirty laundry in piles, the bed a mess, and my dad's wheelchair pad was covered in urine. Once I settled my mom, I began cleaning! This is my daily routine. I straighten everything, make his bed, pick up dirty linens, and cavi wipe all surfaces. By the time I am finished, you can smell that the room is clean. I am naturally a type A person, but in a hospital setting, it is crucial to manage germs!

Today my dad was convinced we were on a cruise! He kept asking.... what is our next activity! It takes a lot to orient him to time, place, and person. It is not just a one time task, but something I do constantly throughout the time I am visiting him. Each night, my dad doesn't want to get back into bed. Why? Because he is ready to come home! I have to remind him why he is in the hospital, because he doesn't remember his fall, he doesn't remember the six paramedics in our home carrying him down the stairs, and he doesn't remember running a fever and having a terrible cough and congestion! 

My dad's nursing assistant told me tonight that I am ready to get a job at the hospital, because he has observed the various things I can do! I told him that I am not trained formally to do this, but learned by experience. Before I left the hospital tonight, I washed and cut my dad's hair, shaved him, and brushed his teeth. 

Now on an aside. What is my therapy? It is either gardening or watching Hallmark movies. In July, Hallmark hosts... Christmas in July! They play Christmas movies the whole month. Last night, I saw Once Upon a Christmas Miracle. It is based on a true story, which in my opinion always makes a movie even more powerful. 

In this photo are the real life people, Heather and Chris Dempsey, who are portrayed in the movie. Heather had a rare liver disease, stage 4, and needed a transplant. A perfect stranger rose to the occasion to become her donor and in the process, they fell in love. It is a charming and heart warming story. It takes incredible selflessness and compassion to be an organ donor, and when I feel distraught, or have lost faith in humanity, Heather and Chris' story, reminded me last night that we have the capacity to make a difference in each other's lives. 

Liver Donor Marries the Woman Whose Life He Saved: 'It Was the Best Decision I Ever Made'


As I face tomorrow, July 23, the 17th anniversary of Mattie's diagnosis, I can't help but reflect on how our lives dramatically changed that day. In fact, the hospital where my dad is receiving care is the SAME hospital where Mattie was diagnosed. Childhood cancer taught me that life can change in a second/minute, and so much about our life is out of our control. July 23 is a day I will never forget and now I share this memory and heartache alone.  

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